Sunday, October 5, 2008

Where I've been

If you're wondering why there is such a huge gap between this post and my last one, well, I'm not sure I have a good reason. One answer is that I've actually been feeling a bit better lately. And, I've found that when I'm feeling better, I'd rather enjoy it than talk about being sick. I've found that it is very hard to commit to writing about Lyme unless I'm feeling terrible. I suppose it's easier to talk about the negative because it's all I think about when I'm in it. It's very hard for me to report the positive. It's easier just to move on. I realize, of course, that this leaves readers at quite a disadvantage. I am certainly not inspiring people to keep fighting nor am I giving people hope when I refuse to report progress and, instead, run off to enjoy it.